I am exhausted. It is 5:20 a.m. and there has been a six car pile-up on the turnpike. They are supposed to be bringing me a body. I've been waiting since 4:30 a.m. Hopefully it will be soon.

I don't know what to do with my marriage. Ray is so confusing. Right now I could use Leland's love and attention he gives me. Ray does not seem to get it. He claims I am too needy. I have always needed him to reaffirm that he loves me. He will hardly do it. I can get nothing from him that says he wants to be in this relationship. I always get, what do you think, or why would you say that. Drives me bananas. I don't know what to do.